Human are quite contradict. Sometimes, we wish to turn back to the past but sometimes, we wish to go forward to the future.
When I was a kid, I wish to have a time machine. So that, I could see how am I doing in future and even how big the changes no matter successful or failure. When I was facing a lot of problems, I wish to "go to my future" to see how am I going to solve all these problems. Therefore, I don't have to squeeze my brain juice to think of solution.
The feeling is hard to be described when I am seeing my old photos.
When I am getting mature, I am thinking that how good if I could turn back to the past. When I missed out something important, I will think that how good if I could turn back to the past. When I was regretting with what I had done, I wished to turn back to the past to prevent the problem caused. When I was thinking of the past, I wished to go back to the happiness moment and even stay at that moment forever that will never appear in my life anymore. When I had made a wrong decision, I wished to turn back to the time that I haven't make the decision.
Unfortunately, there is no time machine such thing in my life. The only thing that I can do is accept the fact, face the problem and solve it.
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